fallin’…

well…a trecut o tona de timp de cand nu am mai scris…dont ask me why…pur si simplu nu am simtit nevoia sa scriu…
pentru cateva zile bune..parca totul mergea cum trebuie….ma simteam si eu bine ..aproape ca uitasem cum te simti cand esti jos..dar…uite ca roata se intoarce ca de obicei ceea ce nu [...]

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its over..

n`o sa incep prin a va ura “la multi ani”…..ar fi prea banal, prea monoton….asha ca….o sa trecem peste toata partea asta care mi se pare aiurea…a trecut si 2006…un an de kkt, urmeaza 2007…intrarea in 2007 a fost una de memorat…intre prieteni adevarati..sper eu ….acum…timpul o sa decida………si…pe 2..am aj acasa….aflu ca bunicamea e [...]

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just curious….

neatza lume, sarbatori fericite…bla bla…doar a trecut craciunu in sfarshit! couldnt be more happy[k a trecut]….no more fake kindness, no more fake feelings, no more fake people…ma rog….nu asha de rau….k pana la urma…everybody is fake!u gotta realise that if u dont want to have some great deception like i had ..manny times [...]

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a sad end,hopefully a good begining

so..how to start this post..remember that post…i made….about my parents…..well..now that post comes to a end..finally….one of the problem of the post was the break-up of my parrents..well…in a few days its gonna be official….dad will have to move and everything will have a new start…..toata chestia ….din nu stiu ce motiv…mi se pare atat [...]

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why me….

long time sience my last post…stiu stiu,nu tre sa sariti toti cu gura p mine…scriu cand vreau si scriu ce vreau!…am observat o chestie…..in majoritatea timpului cand am scris blog…a fost cand aveam o stare extrema…ori de tristete,ori de fericire,ori…de exaltare,ciudat nu?stiu…….acum….intrebarea cheie este..in care din acele 3 stari ma regasesc..well..sa zicem k in prima..de [...]

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another day…

well..postu asta nu e chiar unu neobisnuit….deja intru intr`un tipar obostior ….totul e gri..totul e trist..totul e my way…..azi am chiulit…nu aveam chef de nimik ….am zis sa vin la net..poate o sa imi treaca starea asta de kkt care ma cuprinde in fiecare dimineatza cand deschid ochii..si se intensifica de fiecare data cand  imi [...]

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continuare..

so..intr`un post precedent..[18 sep..] ziceam k o sa scriu pe parcursul lunii asteia[adik pana pe 18 oct<ziua mea>] schimbarile care s`au facut de atunci ….asha ..gradual…so…au trecut 5 zile…..alta scoala…uimire..colegi OK.,…adik…chiar OK…profesori acceptabili….acasa…well…sa ziceam doar k ..divortul e just a few step away ….vreo ….unu )…restul….e neschimbat..am fost aseara in acel club obscur de care [...]

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end of dreaming….

and this is how the dream ends…the “handsome prince and his royal steed” got an answer…maybe its the answer i was waiting for …the answer i knew it will be ..the inevitable answer….a nice and smooth refuse….and i come to realise a thing..im the perfect buddy ….dunno how always i get in this strange and [...]

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dreaming…

bad day,bad karma,bad mood…..sitting alone ..just me and Enya, thinking about the last months ….about  the last relationships….i mean ..the last messed up relationships….everytime something happend and it got fucked up …..when i say relationships i mean 2….very short…sience than..nothing occured….why…..maybe bcz i was to sick and to tired of another mess….but now ……..now its [...]

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18 sep, prima zi de scoala, prima zi de amaraciune

hmm…..nush cum sa incep …well….sa incepem cu inceputul k asha e firesc si natural…totu a inceput cu seara de vineri..am fo in l`opera[un club obscur de la noi]….ca baietii am dat 100 de mii pe intrare …intram..20 de persoane..:|…zic..ok…hai sa stam….muzica destul de buna..dar..atmosfera..chef….pwla….zic hai sa plecam…ma batea un gand imens sa ma duc [...]

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